And I’m romanticizing the idea of love because I probably won’t ever get to touch it again.

just be here.
just be now.
just be you.
that’s all.

here.
now.
you.
that is all.

I was getting lost in my head,
I was getting real high,
I was getting so lost
in the waves of time.
Everything was changing
And, I couldn’t seem to move along.
I begged to see the other side
just to be handed more days
that I didn’t know what to do with.

I’m just a placeholder, nothing to worry over.

I’m seeing stars
while hiding the scars

I’m alive, in a love affair with death

I severed all the ties
You can see my story in my eyes

I take my chances, all the while begging for life

Poetry books on nice warm days

Notebooks on rainy, gloomy days

You’ll see my fall

But I’ll awake again at first bloom

Random thoughts

I’ve been stuck in this feeling that everything I’ve been starting just seems to go unfinished, left to collect dust. Kind of like my life; just more, still to come. Going anywhere? Let’s just wait around to find out.