CherylAnn

Each morning, it feels a little harder
to wake up and then that awful task of trying to
lift yourself out of bed. When you see your reflection in the mirror,
it doesn't look like you. You're becoming unfamiliar
with who you are. You can't really tell
if you care or not or if it matters much to you at all.
You hide yourself away and the more you just disappear,
the more you're losing yourself and disconnecting from everything,
disconnecting... disconnect...
Where are you now?
Who are you now? 

Cait.

I miss the friendship we shared over the years. How we’d travel all over just to see our favorite bands. How we would just drive around aimlessly listening to music. How for years, I wouldn’t ever have a conversation on the phone, but you always got me. From Florida, back to jersey and all the places you kept disappearing to in between. I guess I’ll never understand why you disappeared and if I ever actually did something that turned you into a complete stranger, like you never even knew my name. And I guess, a part of me will always wonder.

Adventures in Philadelphia [at least 6 years ago]