catching a golden moment.


Beauty can be found anywhere, you just have to keep your eyes open and learn to look for the littlest of things. Simple things like how the setting sunlight turns everything gold. The way it hits your skin and makes you glow so softly. Even in the darkest corners of this house that has been long forgotten, there you are glowing like an angel; being free in your skin. Alone, but happy, embracing everything that this life is.
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ft
. cherylann

but... i use to be gold....


I sat out in my thoughts watching the sunset, all the colors of the sky reminded me of everything I ever saw in your eyes. All it took was one small instant where our eyes caught one another's and you had me hooked like a drug. Through everything I've ever done, I can't seem to find a way to quit you and I don't know what's worse anymore. I don't even know up from down. I'm floating through my days trying to catch the light in search of ways to add color back into life, back into my soul. I hate you admit it, because I just wish could forget you, but you were my light in this world. You helped me see things I never thought possible. Both within myself and in just living this life. I haven't been able to find it myself and that scares me.
You were always my light and now I'm a sinking ship without you.
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ft. Sam.